In the valley of deception there's a river of tears..

The Pretty Reckless - You

2012-02-27T16:40:00.000-08:00

This song is perfect to describe what I'm feeling right now.

2012-02-06T13:12:00.000-08:00

It's time to face the truth, I really thought that we could be a great .."something" your attitude give me a hard lesson but I'm still here I don't die for your indifference. I loved you, I still do. Seems that you never understand that I'm full of fears and push you away of my life isn't the solution I really wanted to overcome my and yours fears. I wanted to help you but you dissapointed me. You betrayed me with your sweet words, your promises.

So Baby....break me down if it makes you feel right
And hate me now if it keeps you alright
You can break me down if it takes all your might
'cause I'm so much more than all your lies

INCUBUS - Love Hurts ( Live RAR 2008 )

2012-01-14T23:19:00.000-08:00

it really hurts...

Seether-Never Leave

2011-12-25T16:17:00.000-08:00

Lenny Krawitz - I'll be waiting !

2011-12-05T16:56:00.000-08:00

He broke your heart
He took your soul
You hurt inside
'Cause there's a hole

You need some time
To be alone
Then you will find
What you've always known

I'm the one who really loves you baby
I've been knocking at your door

As long as I'm living
I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

I've seen you cry
Into the night
I feel your pain
Can I make it right
I realize there's no end in sight
Yet still I wait
For you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves you baby
I can't take it anymore

As long as I'm living
I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

You are the only one
I've ever known
That makes me feel this way
Girl you are my own
I want to be with you
Until we're old
You've got the love you need right in front of you
Please come home

As long as I'm living
I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me
I'll be there...

Poisonblack - Pain Becomes Me

2011-12-05T15:27:00.000-08:00

All this time
I've been dreaming of it
All this Time
It's been haunting in my head
Tempting me
Inviting me
To fall asleep in it's arms
To fall from grace
To breathe it's ever dimming dusk

Through my eyes
You could see the hurt I crave
Through my eyes
You'd see there's nothing left to save
I heard you said there's a light up ahead
But I am heading towards a dead end
I just can't say no
I just can't let go for it's got me bent

I crave therefore I am
And that is all I ever feel
I hoped you'd understand
One love one pain one enemy

I toast to misery
As I dig into the devil's bone
And for eternity
The pain became me
And won't leave me alone

I crave therefore I am
And that is all I ever feel
I hoped you'd understand
One love one pain one enemy

I toast to misery
As I dig into the devil's bone
And for eternity
The pain became me
And won't leave me alone

Leave me alone

Sentenced - Rain comes falling down

2011-11-28T13:29:00.000-08:00

now every single cloud becomes a raging stormas I go seeking for the one I used to live for...since your love was taken awaymy heart's been beating empty beatswell, it will end tonight...the blade shall set me freea steady hand with this sharpened cold steelwill help me wipe away this pain that I feelthe rain comes falling downmy life flows to the groundno longer feeling the painmy flame now fading awaythe rain comes falling downmy life flows to the ground no longer feeling the painmy flame now fading awayso here I'm lying on these dead and bloody autumn leaveswaiting for death to take me where I want to be... a steady hand with this sharpened hard steelwill help me wipe away this agony I feelthe rain comes falling downmy life flows to the groundno longer feeling the painMy flame now fading awaythe rain comes falling downmy life flows to the groundno longer feeling the painthese leaves now becoming my graveno longer feeling the flameno longer feeling the rain

Throw Your Arms Around Me - Eddie Vedder (Pearl Jam)

2011-11-27T05:54:00.000-08:00

Throw your arms around me Patricio!! :)

I will come to you in the daytime
I will raise you from your sleep
I will kiss you in four places
As I go runnin' down your street
I will squeeze the life right out of your
I will make you laugh, I'll make you cry
And we may never forget it
As I make you call my name as I shout it to the blue, summer sky
And we may never meet again
So shed your skin lets get started
And you will throw your arms around me (2x)
I will come to you at nightime
I will climb into your bed
I will kiss you in 155 places
As I go runnin' round in your head
I will squeeze the life right out of your
I will make you laugh, I'll make you cry
And we may never forget it
As I make you call my name as I shout it to the blue, summer sky
And we may never meet again
So shed your skin lets get started
And you will throw your arms around me
And you will throw your arms around me

Oh...and you will throw your arms around me

2011-11-18T04:46:00.001-08:00

What's on my mind??? mmm let me see.....emptiness, a bittersweet sensation...a hope broken... but my feelings for you are unbreakable it doesn't matter whatever happen between us, you are and you were the one and only in my life, and in my heart there is a name tattooed : Patricio.

I Miss You (HQ Live)

2011-10-22T16:20:00.000-07:00

Love You So - Free

2011-10-17T17:51:00.000-07:00

And by the way before you go
I'd like to say
I love you so
if it's goodbye maybe for good
I will not cry
maybe I should
and I
I love you so
Oh how this year has slipped away
we shed no tears
so why today
and all this time has made me feel
love is no crime
and love is real
and I
Ooh! and I love you so
and I ooh I love you so
Remember me when you're far away
I'll remember you
no matter where I stay
And by the way before you go
I like to say
I love you so
and all this time has made me feel
love is no crime and love is real
maybe I should
and I
I ooh I love you
I ooh I love you so
Ooh I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you and I love you baby
more then words can say
I know you can't stay
I love you anyway
Baby I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you babe
I got to say
anyway I love you baby

black crowes - she talks to angels

2011-10-17T17:42:00.001-07:00

Adele - Someone Like You (Live in Her Home)

2011-10-04T15:35:00.000-07:00

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday it was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over, yeah.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Incubus - Promises, Promises (Live In Studio)

2011-09-21T15:34:00.000-07:00

I'm only twenty-three for
Another hour, give or take,
I'm a fan of yours
And I need a good mistake

I'm not a sinner, a preacher
All I have is slight of hand
I do magic tricks for
All the boys in the band

Baby could I be
The rabbit in your hat?
I'd swing if you'd hand me..
Hand me the bat

I'm on the road of least resistance
I'd rather give up than give into this
So promise me only one thing, would you?
Just don't ever make me promises..
No promises, no promises

I've never done this before
Promises, promises,
I'm enjoying the illusion
And the things my body says

Now you see me, now you don't
Oh, how well you disappear
What are you running from
And may I interfere?

Baby could I be
The rabbit in your hat?
I'd swing if you'd hand me..
Hand me the bat

I'm on the road of least resistance
I'd rather give up than give into this
So promise me only one thing, would you?
Just don't ever make me promises..
No promises, no promises

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

2011-09-19T17:35:00.000-07:00

I wish Patricio were here .....

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Creed - One Last Breath (Video 2009)

2011-08-05T19:02:00.000-07:00

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe

You disappear

2011-07-30T21:00:00.000-07:00

when my tears started to fall
when my hard times are embracing me
you are gone.
I felt a wrenching anguish
were where you?
Are you really with me?
and I remind all the times you said you love me
it was true? if so where were you when I needed
you disappeared again, you always do

When my tears started to fall
when hard times are embracing me
you are gone
and it happens everytime I need you
and it happens everytime even if I don't want to hear about you
Are you really with me ?

I don't want this
I need something concrete
I need you by my side
not hidden of me

And when my tears started to fall
when hard times are embracing me
where were you?

You disappear, again
you disappear, you drive me mad
you are my hate, my love , all that I wanted
but not this way....

My Chemical Romance - Helena (Video)

2011-06-24T19:10:00.000-07:00

SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT...

2011-06-24T18:57:00.000-07:00

really want to punch you in the face
but that does not serve to teach you to respect the trust that someone gave you.
if you need to looking for something out , go ahead

I have heard and seen enough words and too many lies in your eyes today
You disgust me ...
tell me, you have fun? do you find what you were looking for? you like it?
I still remember when you tried to teach me to trust more in myself
now I can understand why, because in myself is the only person that I can trust.

Thanks for opening my eyes
Thanks for showing me by example what being a person without a heart is, just a trash like you.

2011-06-11T14:20:00.001-07:00

I’ll remain in silent
until one day I could understand
why everything happened in this way,
Are you enjoying your life?
because I can not
I miss you and it hurts me to know
that you do not mind.

You never understood what you meant to me
you excited me with pretty lies disguised as words
I believed in you
but you push me away
Maybe you can smile
while I feel my life is falling apart.

Sad for you, but you lost the chance to be loved faithfully

Incubus "Dig" Look Alive DVD 2007

2011-05-08T15:22:00.000-07:00

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness;
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again
Yes you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.
We all have a sickness
That cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.
Oh each other....
When everything
Else is gone.

Three Days Grace - Pain

2011-03-30T13:42:00.000-07:00

Bullet For My Valentine - Your Betrayal

2011-03-28T16:42:00.000-07:00

2011-03-28T16:37:00.000-07:00

Christina Aguilera - Stronger Than Ever Lyrics

2011-03-27T17:48:00.000-07:00

Seether - Broken (Music Video) ft. Amy Lee

2011-03-27T17:01:00.000-07:00

2011-03-27T16:58:00.000-07:00

What more can I say ?

Christina Aguilera - Fighter

2011-03-25T16:46:00.000-07:00

[Spoken:]
After all that you put me through,
You think I'd despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
'Cause you've made me that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
Cause it

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game
I heard you're going round play, the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanting to haunt me
But that wont work anymore, no more,
It's over
Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
Cause it

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretend not to know the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WONT-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

You thought i would forget
But I remembered
Cause i remembered
I remembered
You thought i would forget
I remembered
Cause i remembered
I remembered

P!nk - F**kin' Perfect

2011-03-24T20:58:00.000-07:00

P!nk knows how to describes me .....

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead.

So complicated,
Look happy, You'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(ohh ohhhhhhh)

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line and we try try try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?

Pretty, pretty, pretty

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing than you're fucking perfect to me
(you're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

The House of Pain

2011-03-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

Sitting alone in her bedroom
Thinking about her sucker life
She has nothing good to tell
She lives in the house of pain

The best place for her
Looking through the window
How life is passing
She lost her hopes
To be the person she wanted to be

24 hours of darkness
24 hours of pain
The days are always the same
Dead dreams ,no love
she feels dead

She runs to the garden
But fear is waiting for her there
In the living loneliness invite her to come in
She scream but sadness destroy her voice there is no choice
She doesn’t want to live in the house of pain anymore

2011-03-24T19:10:00.000-07:00

that's the hardest truth

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late

2011-03-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

El lugar equivocado

2011-03-04T10:12:00.001-08:00

Cuentan que una bella princesa estaba buscando consorte. Aristócratas adinerados señores habían llegado de todas partes para ofrecer sus maravillosos regalos. Joyas, tierras, ejércitos y tronos conformaban los obsequios para conquistar a tan especial criatura.
Entre los candidatos se encontraba un joven plebeyo, que no tenía más
riquezas que amor y perseverancia. Cuando le llegó el momento de hablar, dijo: "Princesa, te he amado toda mi vida. Como soy un hombre pobre y no tengo tesoros para darte, te ofrezco mi sacrificio como prueba de amor: estaré cien días sentado bajo tu ventana, sin más alimentos que la lluvia y sin más ropas que las que llevo puestas... Esa es mi dote..."
La princesa, conmovida por semejante gesto de amor, decidió aceptar:
"Tendrás tu oportunidad: si pasas la prueba, me desposarás".
Así pasaron las horas y los días. El pretendiente estuvo sentado, soportando los vientos, la nieve y las noches heladas. Sin pestañear, con la vista fija en el balcón de su amada, el valiente vasallo siguió firme en su empeño, sin desfallecer un momento. De vez en cuando la cortina de la ventana real dejaba traslucir la esbelta figura de la princesa, la cual, con un noble gesto y una sonrisa, aprobaba la faena. Todo iba a las mil maravillas. Incluso algunos optimistas habían comenzado a planear los festejos. Al llegar el día noventa y nueve, los pobladores de la zona habían salido a animar al próximo monarca. Todo era alegría y jolgorio, hasta que de pronto cuando faltaba una hora para cumplirse el plazo, ante la mirada atónita de los asistentes y la perplejidad de la infanta, el joven se levantó y sin dar explicación alguna, se alejó lentamente del lugar.
Unas semanas después, mientras deambulaba por un solitario camino, un niño
de la comarca lo alcanzó y le preguntó a quemarropa: "¿Qué fue lo te que ocurrió? Estabas a un paso de lograr la meta... ¿Por qué perdiste esa oportunidad? ¿Por qué te retiraste?".
Con profunda consternación y algunas lágrimas mal disimuladas, contestó en
voz baja: "No me ahorró ni un día de sufrimiento... Ni siquiera una hora...
No merecía mi amor".

Moraleja
El merecimiento no siempre es egolatría, sino dignidad. Cuando damos lo mejor de nosotros mismos a otra persona, cuando decidimos compartir la vida,
cuando abrimos nuestro corazón de par en par y desnudamos el alma hasta el
último rincón, cuando perdemos la vergüenza, cuando los secretos dejan de
serlo, al menos merecemos comprensión.
Que se menosprecie, ignore o desconozca fríamente el amor que regalamos a
manos llenas es desconsideración o, en el mejor de los casos, ligereza.
Cuando amamos a alguien que además de no correspondernos desprecia nuestro
amor y nos hiere, estamos en el lugar equivocado. Esa persona no se hace merecedora del afecto que le prodigamos.

Lauri - HEAVY

2011-02-28T14:10:00.000-08:00

They built you a cage of diamonds and gold

most beautiful place for you to grow old

They brought you the moon and served you the lie

and all that you wanted was freedom to fly

It's heavy

but you are not the only one

who's tired of giving

afraid of the oblivion

Could it be that your curse is a bliss?

But the crown on your head never felt this heavy

Harness your rage, take a leap of faith

to claim back you soul before it's too late

Show them no fear, sing them goodbye

Leave all but you heart and you're free to fly

It's heavy

but you are not the only one

who's tired of giving

afraid of the oblivion

Could it be that your curse is a bliss?

But the weight of the wolrd never felt this heavy

Take the evident leap of faith

Don't you be afraid

It's heavy

but you are not the only one

who's tired of giving

afraid of the oblivion

Could it be that your curse is a bliss?

But the cross that you bear never felt this heavy

You are not the only one

who's tired of living

afraid of the oblivion

Cause the crown on your head, the smile that you wear

the cross that you bear never felt this heavy

The crown on your head never felt this

heavy

"Something To Believe In" Ramones

2011-02-15T15:56:00.000-08:00

I wish I was someone else
I'm confused, I'm afraid, I hate the loneliness
And there's nowhere to run to
Nothing makes any sense, but I still try my hardest

Take my hand
Please help me man
'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in
And I don't know where to start
And I don't know where to begin, to begin

If I was stupid or naive
Trying to achieve what they all call contentness
If people weren't such dicks and I never made mistakes
Then I could find forgiveness

Take my hand
Please help me man
'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in
And I don't know where to start
And I don't know where to begin, oh no

I can't be someone else
I don't feel that it's hopeless
I don't feel that I'm useless

I can't throw it all away
I need some courage to find my weakness
And with your love, I know with all my heart I can win

'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in
And I just need something to believe in
I'm looking for something to believe in
And I just need something to believe in

Aprenderás ( Jorge Luis Borges )

2011-02-02T15:36:00.000-08:00

Después de algún tiempo aprenderás la sutil diferencia entre sostener una>mano y encadenar un alma, y aprenderás que amar no significa apoyarse, y que compañía no siempre significa seguridad. Comenzaras a aprender que los besos no son contratos, ni los regalos son promesas....

Comenzaras a aceptar tus derrotas con la cabeza alta y la mirada al frente, con la gracia de una mujer y no con la tristeza de un niño y aprenderás a construir hoy todos tus caminos, porque el terreno de mañana es incierto para los proyectos, y el futuro tiene la costumbre de caer en el vacío.

Después de un tiempo aprenderás que el sol quema si te expones demasiado. Aceptaras incluso que las personas buenas podrían herirte alguna vez y necesitaras perdonarlas. Aprenderás que hablar puede aliviar los dolores del alma.

Descubrirás que lleva años construir confianza y apenas unos segundos destruirla y que tu también podrás hacer cosas de las que te arrepentirás el resto de la vida.

Aprenderás que las nuevas amistades continúan creciendo a pesar de las distancias y que no importa que es lo que tienes, sino a quien tienes en la vida y que los buenos amigos son la familia que nos permitimos elegir. Aprenderás que no tenemos que cambiar de amigos, si estamos dispuestos a aceptar que los amigos cambian.

Descubrirás que muchas veces tomas a la ligera a las personas que más te importan y por eso siempre debemos decir a esas personas que las amamos porque nunca estaremos seguros de cuando será la ultima vez que las veamos.

Aprenderás que las circunstancias y el ambiente que nos rodea tienen influencia sobre nosotros, pero nosotros somos los únicos responsables de lo que hacemos.

Comenzaras a aprender que no nos debemos comparar con los demás, salvo cuando queramos imitarlos para mejorar.

Descubrirás que se lleva mucho tiempo para llegar a ser la persona que quieres ser, y que el tiempo es corto. Aprenderás que no importa a donde llegaste, sino a donde te diriges. Aprenderás que si no controlas tus actos ellos te controlaran y que ser flexible no significa ser débil o no tener personalidad, porque no importa cuan delicada y frágil sea una situación: siempre existen dos lados.

aprenderás que héroes son las personas que hicieron lo que era necesario enfrentando las consecuencias...

Aprenderás que la paciencia requiere mucha practica.

Descubrirás que algunas veces, la persona que esperas que te patee cuando te caes, tal vez sea una de las pocas que te ayuden a levantarte.

Madurar tiene mas que ver con lo que has aprendido de las experiencias, que con los años vividos.

Aprenderás que hay mucho mas de tus padres en ti de lo que supones.

Aprenderás que nunca se debe decir a un niño que sus sueños son tonterías, porque pocas cosas son tan humillantes y seria una tragedia si lo creyese, porque le estarás quitando la esperanza.

Aprenderás que cuando sientes rabia, tienes derecho a tenerla, pero eso no te da el derecho de ser cruel.

Descubrirás que solo porque alguien no te ama de la forma que quieres, no significa que no te ame con todo lo que puede, porque hay personas que nos aman, pero que no saben como demostrarlo...

No siempre es suficiente ser perdonado por alguien, algunas veces tendrás que aprender a perdonarte a ti mismo.

Aprenderás que con la misma severidad conque juzgas, también serás juzgado y en algún momento condenado.

Aprenderás que no importa en cuantos pedazos tu corazón se partió, el mundo no se detiene para que lo arregles.

Aprenderás que es uno mismo quien debe cultivar su propio jardín y decorar su alma, en vez de esperar que alguien le traiga flores.

Jorge Luis Borges

P!nk - Don't Let Me Get Me

2011-01-22T17:36:00.000-08:00

"Don't Let Me Get Me"

Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin'
right

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

I wanna be somebody else, yeah

LA told me, "You'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

2010-10-29T18:10:00.000-07:00

I wonder if you'll be thinking of me in this cold and lonely night
have you ever done?
Were countless the times you came into my dreams
were countless the times when I miss you
Your memory was enough to dream
For the first time I feel alive.

Can words have the power of destruction?
Can the indifference hurt so much?
and ... may your heart be so cruel to not love me?

We are separated from each other
the passage of days is but a slow death
I only found desperation in every act
I'm strong enough to withstand the distance
I'm strong enough to love you with my head held up
despite not to have a special place in your life.

Me pregunto si estaras pensando en mi en esta noche fria y solitaria
Algunas vez lo has hecho?
Fueron incontables las veces que irrumpiste en mis sueños
fueron infinitos los momentos en los que te extrañaba
tu recuerdo era motivo suficiente para soñar
Por primera vez pude sentirme viva.

Pueden acaso las palabras tener el poder de destruccion?
Puede la indiferencia lastimar tanto?
y ...puede tu corazon ser tan cruel para no amarme?

Estamos separados el uno del otro
el paso de los dias no es mas que una muerte lenta
Solo encuentro deseperacion en cada acto
soy lo suficientemente fuerte para soportar la distancia
soy lo suficientemente fuerte para amarte con la cabeza en alto
a pesar de no ocupar un lugar especial en tu vida.

2010-10-19T10:50:00.000-07:00

I woke, I turned my head and I saw that there was no one beside me
I am alone, like yesterday and tomorrow also I will be .
If dream going to hurt so I dont want to continue dreaming
Is not the first time in a dream thata I can feel a passionate kiss
or a hug filled with love.
If open my eyes every morning means to spend another one day without love
I dont want to open my eyes anymore ,
The silence of an empty room
get home without someone waiting for me
seems to be what this meant for me.
Sometimes I wonder if I won't the only guilty, interestingly, the answer is in me.
Yes I am, I'm the only one to blame for my loneliness
but it is also true that no one could take the right path of this labyrinth that is my heart.
you make my armor to fade away my fears no longer exist but
quickly when I remember you telling me these words I dont want to hear
the pain paralyze all over my body and I want to run away from everything and everyone.
I know I look like a weak person, like a child who falls and you have to protect but who were living with a void almost all the life, is stronger than people think they are
I can live with the pain of a disappointment and I can keep dreaming and even I can wake with my bleeding heart ........

Desperté ,giré mi cabeza y vi que no habia nadie a mi lado
estoy sola, al igual que ayer y asi estaré mañana.
Si soñar va a lastimarme asi, no deseo seguir soñando
no es la primera vez que en un sueño puedo sentir un beso apasionado
o un abrazo lleno de cariño.
Si abrir mis ojos cada mañana significa que pasare una vez mas un dia sin amor
ya no quiero abrir mis ojos,
El silencio de una habitacion vacia
llegar a tu hogar sin que alguien espere por ti
parece ser lo que esta destinado para mi.
A veces me pregunto si no seré yo la culpable, curiosamente la respuesta esta en mi.
Si lo soy, soy la unica culpable de mi soledad
pero tambien es cierto que nadie supo tomar el camino correcto de este laberinto que es mi corazon.
haces que mi armadura se desvanezca, que mis miedos dejen de exist pero
rapidamente cuando te recuerdo diciendome esas palabras que no queria escuchar
el dolor paraliza todo mi cuerpo y quisiera correr lejos de todo y de todos.
Se que me ves como a una persona debil, como a un niño que cae y debes proteger pero quien convivio con un vacio practicamente toda su vida, es mas fuerte que quienes creen serlo
puedo convivir con el dolor de una desilucion y tambien puedo seguir soñando aunque despierte con mi corazon sangrando ........

Tu eres el resultado de ti mismo

2010-10-06T10:54:00.000-07:00

Por Pablo Neruda

No culpes a nadie, nunca te quejes de nada ni de nadie porque fundamentalmente Tú has hecho tu vida.

Acepta la responsabilidad de edificarte a ti mismo y el valor de acusarte en el fracaso para volver a empezar, corrigiéndote.

El triunfo del verdadero hombre surge de las cenizas del error.

Nunca te quejes del ambiente o de los que te rodean, hay quienes en tu mismo ambiente supieron vencer, las circunstancias son buenas o malas según la voluntad o fortaleza de tu corazón.

No te quejes de tu pobreza, de tu soledad o de tu suerte, enfrenta con valor y acepta que de una u otra manera son el resultado de tus actos y la prueba que has de ganar.

No te amargues con tu propio fracaso ni se lo cargues a otro, acéptate ahora o seguirás justificándote como un niño, recuerda que cualquier momento es bueno para comenzar y que ninguno es tan terrible para claudicar.

Deja ya de engañarte, eres la causa de ti mismo, de tu necesidad, de tu fracaso.

Sí, Tú has sido el ignorante, el irresponsable, Tú únicamente Tú, nadie pudo haberlo sido por ti.

No olvides que la causa de tu presente es tu pasado, como la causa de tu futuro es tu presente.

Aprende de los fuertes, de los audaces, imita a los violentos, a los enérgicos, a los vencedores, a quienes no aceptan situaciones, a quienes vencieron a pesar de todo.

Piensa menos en tus problemas y más en tu trabajo, y tus problemas sin alimento morirán.

Aprende a nacer del dolor y a ser más grande, que es el mas grande de los obstáculos.

Mírate en el espejo de ti mismo.

Comienza a ser sincero contigo mismo reconociéndote por tu valor, por tu voluntad y por tu debilidad para justificarte.

Recuerda que dentro de ti hay una fuerza que todo puede hacerlo, reconociéndote a ti mismo, mas libre y fuerte, y dejaras de ser un títere de las circunstancias, porque Tú mismo eres el destino y nadie puede sustituirte en la construcción de tu destino.

Levántate y mira por las montañas y respira la luz del amanecer.

Tu eres parte de la fuerza de la vida.

Nunca pienses en la suerte, porque la suerte es el pretexto de los fracasados.

UN SUEÑO DENTRO DE UN SUEÑO (A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM) Edgar Allan Poe

2010-09-29T08:44:00.000-07:00

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow --
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
_All_ that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep -- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
_One_ from the pitiless wave?
Is _all_ that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

Toma este beso en tu frente!
Y, en el momento de abandonarte,
déjame confesarte lo siguiente:
no te equivocas cuando consideras
que mis días han sido un sueño;
y si la esperanza se ha desvanecido
en una noche o en un día,
en una visión o fuera de ella,
¿es por ello menos ida?
Todo lo que vemos o parecemos
no es más que un sueño en un sueño.
Yo permanezco en el rugido
de una ribera atormentada por las olas,
y aprieto en la mano
granos de arena de oro.
¡Qué pocos y cómo se escurren
entre mis dedos al abismo,
mientras lloro, mientras lloro!
¡Oh Dios!, ¿no puedo yo estrecharlos
con más ceñido puño?
¡Oh, Dios!, ¿no puedo salvar
ni uno, de la despiadada ola?
¿Todo lo que vemos o parecemos
no es más que un sueño dentro de un sueño?

Incubus - Warning

2010-09-17T12:09:00.000-07:00

Bat your eyes girl.
Be otherworldly.
Count your blessings.
Seduce a stranger.
What's so wrong with being happy?
Kudos to those who see through sickness...yeah

Over and over and over and over...........

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.

I suggest we
Learn to love ourselves,
Before its made illegal
When will we learn, When will we change
Just in time to see it all come down

Those left standing will make millions
Writing books on ways it should have been

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.

Floating in this cosmic Jacuzzi
We are like frogs oblivious
Soon the water starting to boil,
Now I flinched and we all float face down

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.
Pass you by.

Guns N' Roses - Patience

2010-09-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

I miss you as hell, I need you as hell. hope you can understand that you are the one and only in my life, with you I can be myself . I love you
I'll have all the patience and I'll waiting until you come back. No matter how long I should wait..

2010-09-15T12:22:00.000-07:00

2010-09-15T12:18:00.001-07:00

2010-09-15T12:16:00.000-07:00

The Rasmus Lost And Lonely

2010-09-14T12:11:00.000-07:00

Do you wanna know how I feel the most of the time LOST AND LONELY. I thought you will rescue me from my loneliness but you sank me deeper into it .....

the rasmus - heartbreaker

2010-09-14T11:53:00.000-07:00

I can relate with a couple of thing of this song....

Well anyway it's a long story.
She's been waiting for so long
Still got the songs in her mind and the autograph on the photograph
She's got a past full of secrets
She's got a clock on her feelings back from the days when she used to have wings
She had a dream full of anger
She had a dream full of action
Afraid to get old she feels so cold
Such a typical reaction

Oh yeah, oh yeah. She wanted to be a heartbreaker
Oh yeah. She was so greedy but a lousy lovemaker
Oh yeah, oh yeah. She wanted to be a heartbreaker

She used to be the queen of the scene
She had a key but she lost it
Nothing's gonna last and the time goes fast - she knows
She had a man but she messed it up again
She had a chance but she blew it
She's gotta little baby boy in her womb but she doesn't have a clue yet

Oh yeah...

Striking her down
Crushing her to the ground

A Broken heart for a Heartbreaker

2010-08-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

blood runs through this broken heart
someone laugh at you heartbreaker
what are gonna do now?
you cant enjoy the pain of others anymore.
Is your turn to suffer, and it tastes bitter, isn't it?

who is devastated now?
who cries at night and who torments with bad thoughts?
Can you tell me who is next to the phone right now?
How many days have passed away since the last time you heard his voice?
That hurts, right?

everything turned black around, your tears are of blood
you can not react ..
someone gave you to drink your own poison, heartbreaker?
and now you begin to understand what rejection means,
who are dying while others are happy?
someone is denying you what you used to deny? .

who is devastated now?
who writes love songs and is alone in her room
to whom it belongs now the silence of loneliness?
How many days have passed away since you tore a heart that loved you honestly?

Heartbreaker don't cry
Nothing is real in your life
is time to face the truth
everything was your choice
there is no chance to change
and hide all your pain
everything is done.

your mind begins to blocking ,
and becomes distressing to know how much pain you caused by fear of not being loved
and although you knowing that the damage you've done someday it will return to you
and you continued hurting to calm your loneliness
to make you feel really strong when you really are the weakest

la sangre corre a traves de ese corazon roto
alguien se burló de ti rompecorazones
que haras ahora?
ya no puedes disfrutar el dolor ajeno
te toca a ti sufrir, y eso sabe amargo no es cierto ?

quien está devastado ahora?
quien llora en las noches y se atormenta con malos pensamientos?
Puedes decirme quien esta junto al telefono en este momento?
Cuantos dias pasaron ya desde la ultima vez que escuchaste su voEso duele, no es cierto?

todo se torno negro, tus lagrimas son de sangre
no puedes reaccionar..
alguien te dio de beber de tu propio veneno, rompecorazones
ahora comienzas a entender lo que significa el rechazo,
ahora eres tu quien esta agonizando mientras otros son felices
te estan negando lo que solías negar tu.

quien esta devastado ahora?
quien escribe canciones de amor y esta solo en su habitacion
a quien le pertenece ahora el silencio de la soledad?
Cuantos dias pasaron ya desde que destrozaste un corazon que te amaba honestamente?

tu mente comenzo a bloquearse,
se torna angustiante saber cuanto dolor causaste por miedo a no ser amado
y aunque sabias que todo el daño que has hecho algun dia volveria a ti
continuaste lastimando para calmar tu soledad
para sentirte fuerte cuando en verdad eres la persona mas debil

2010-08-09T16:17:00.000-07:00

2x years of my life hating the world for refusing my dreams. 2x years wondering why I am a person steeped in negativity, distrust, insecurity and jealous. The answer in some ways I know, but I dont wanna accept it completely and easily. I'm in love. Never thought I feel this way , is supposed I should to be happy to have found the person that I was looking for ... But .... do not, in me round the ghost of jealousy and insecurity, I am not a woman capable of awakening love in someone. I feel like this , through my fault because my insecurity, my fear of not being loved makes me to see ghosts where there are non. My mind plays another trick on me but ... how do I get out of this? I wish I could but I can not enjoy it, I feel that I can never express my feelings, fear is a dangerous enemy and I'm not ready to face him yet......

2x años de mi vida odiando al mundo por negarme mis sueños. 2x años preguntandome por que soy un ser impregnado de negatividad, desconfianza,inseguridad y celos. La respuesta en cierto modo la sé, pero no quiero admitirla completamente y tan facilmente.
Estoy enamorada. Nunca pense sentirme asi como me siento, se supone que deberia estar contenta por haber encontrado a la persona que tanto busqué...pero....no, dentro de mi ronda el fantasma de los celos y la inseguridad, no me siento una mujer capaz de despertar amor en alguien. El me atrapo como nadie nunca lo hizo, y creanme que se de lo que estoy hablando. Pero tambien confieso que me siento asi , por mi culpa porque mi inseguridad , mi miedo a no ser amada me hace ver fantasmas donde no los hay. Mi mente me juega otra mala pasada pero...como hago para salir de esto? Desearia poder disfrutar pero no logro hacerlo, siento que nunca podre expresar mis sentimientos, el miedo es un enemigo peligroso al que aun no se como enfrentar

2010-06-16T12:08:00.000-07:00

I don't know how to handle this feeling, I dont know. I get depressed and I am filled with dark thoughts most of the time. I have a terrible inferiority complex that doesn't leave me in peace. Now, I cant stop compare me with the ex-girlfriends of the person I love. He committed the error of showing me their photos and tell me about them, not noticing that I have this complex so destructive. I look them , and look at myself and I just want to cry . They are smarter than me, have more experience in love, are living in other countries and I? I'm here, and still unable to fly and face the world. I despair wondering what he saw in them. I know they are more beautiful than me, thats clear , perhaps because of their intelligence, they have a career and I'm just an idiot that feeds on their dreams. But I'm almost certain that they didn't treat him as I treat him , I know that sometimes I act like a child and I see the world differently. I have fear, I tried to be a special person to him but I couldn't. I honestly feel that this is so .... And this feeling is made worse when I realize that he is my inspiration and my desires to live and I hate that feeling. There are many reasons but perhaps the more painful is that I can not be his support, I cannot contain or teachs him nothing. My life was and remains different from his and the image I have of him bring me down even more. Because he makes me feel more complete, he has known how to hear me and made me feel protected and I'm desperate to see I am not the most special person for him as he is for me. That hurts and it hurts me.
If he only knew that I think of him every single second of my life and when I reminds his voice, his chats a sweet smile escapes from my lips maybe he can understand he makes me the happiest girl in the world and I would give my all to make him happy.

BLACK VEIL BRIDES "Perfect Weapon" OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

2010-06-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

2010-05-06T18:22:00.000-07:00

I have the wonderful gift of destroying feelings.
I don't feel pleasure doing it,
it only convince me to deserve this loneliness

This is the dark side of me,
Wish I could stop these bad feelings that I really
I'm just a soul full of resentment, full of fear to spread its wings and know the reality
I'm just a soul looking for love, I don't want to suffer
but my own selfishness, the hate to myself
destroys me and destroys everyone who wants to love me

I could never decipher the codes of life
I am not in tune with the world
this does not seem to be a place for me ....

Cinema Bizarre - My Obsession

2010-04-20T13:01:00.000-07:00

"My Obsession"

If you want me to listen whisper
If you want me to run just walk
Wrap your name in lace and leather
I can hear you
You don't need to talk

Let us make thousand mistakes
Cause we will never learn

You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You are my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are

You can kiss me with your torture
Tie me up to golden chains
Leave me beggin undercover
Wrong or right
It's all a role play

Let us make a thousand mistakes
We will never learn

You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You're my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are

Come to me tonight

You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You're my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are

Black Veil Brides Knives and Pens Live @ Bipolar 8 29 09

2010-04-16T17:23:00.000-07:00

Injured Innocence

2010-04-15T17:01:00.001-07:00

It was hard to face what happened. It was not the right way and I know it was my fault. I was silent out of fear. you begin to imagine and believe in your fantasies. And I did not dare to tell the truth. You, you thought my life was a mystery, when in fact it was like an open book. And the day that my innocence was hurt came. The day that your pleasure was my pain came . We loved each other in different ways. I felt ashamed to think that you could only laugh at my face if I told you what really happened to me. You did not know how to read my signs, you didn't know how to see the truth in my eyes and the saddest thing is you couldn't hear my heart. That is the reason why you could never understand my fears, that's the reason why you could never understand what it feels destroy a feeling that made you feel that there was a special place of refuge. That is the reason why you could never understand what it feels like an injured innocence.....

In Hiding

2010-03-31T16:52:00.000-07:00

(by Pearl Jam)

I shut and locked the front door
No way in or out
I turned and walked the hallway
I knelt and emptied the mouth of every club around
but nothing's sound nothing's sound

I'd stay but my last cab left me
ignored all my rounds
soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls
they were upside down

I swallow my words to keep from lying
I swallow my face just to keep from biting I... I
I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving , diving
I surfaced when all of my being was enlightened

I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding

It's been about three days now
since I've been aground
no longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now
It's funny when things change so much
it's all state of mind

I swallowed my words to keep from lying
I swallowed my face just to keep from biting I..I..
I swallow my breath and went deep I was diving I was diving
I surfaced and all around my being was enlightened

Now I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm Inhiding
I'm in hiding

The voice within

2010-03-30T09:51:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWixUIMTjYc

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right there when your world starts to fall
Youn girl, it's all right
your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
look inside yourself
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
to trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
Yo'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
and soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world whre innocence is quickly claimed
it's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
no one reaches out a hand for you to hold
when you're lost outside look inside to your soul
where there's no one else
look inside yourself
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
ten you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
if you will learn to begin
to trust the voice within
yeah...
Life is a journey
it can tak you anywhere you choose to go
as long as you're learning
you'll find all you'll never need to know
when there's no one else
look insideyour self
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
then you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
if yo learn to begin
to trust the voice within
Youn girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall .....

Another day.....

2010-03-29T19:41:00.000-07:00

Another day of pain, another day of impotence, another day that I feel useless
I refuse to awaken. I can't find enthusiasm in my life.There is nothing That can make me smile.
I can hardly breathe.The air is polluted with loneliness.I'm tired, I feel once again I lost the battle. My tired Body becomes weaker every second of this miserable life.
I have no hopes, life taste bitter to me. I turn around I can't think, my mind is completely blocked. The world is frozen as every beat of my heart. My dreams are dead. I'm a solitary person who watches from the shadows ,crying, waiting to escape for a moment and know the happiness. Maybe I'm not ready to change or maybe I don't want.
Let me come back to my shelter in the shadows of my loneliness. Let me wait for another day , maybe tomorrow I can see a light in the darkness.

Missed Family

2010-03-06T14:42:00.000-08:00

Blood Betrayed
heart banished
screams,fights and forgot respect
that explain my pain
my dear missed family
brains washed for the ambition
broken bonds
all of you are my disappointment
How many times I needed you ?
and you gave your back?

there are no memories
the old pictures lies
I curse you
thanks to all of you family means shit to me
nothing can save us
this is just a family who got lost in the dark

Small world of frustration

2010-03-05T11:06:00.000-08:00

Macabre game of the mind
victory of the loneliness
you can't feel worse
your world starts to fall
you become a prisoner of the worst feelings

Fear Abused you
Rancor destroyed you
you can runaway from this
small world of frustration

no dreams
no love
no happiness
your life can be understood only about repression
never fulfilled dreams and goals never reached
sometimes envy embrace you
and you hate evrybody who looks happy
you want to erase their smile
and live their life
but... they aren't to blame
is frustration who paralyze your mind , your life
you can't overcome yourself.

The Funeral of Hearts-H.I.M

2010-02-27T14:38:00.000-08:00

Love's the funeral of hearts

and an ode for cruelty
when angels cry blood

on flowers of evil in blood

The funeral of hearts

and a plea for mercy

when love is a gun

separating me from you

She was the sun

shining upon

the tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail

he was the moon

painting you

with it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts

and an ode for cruelty

when angels cry blood

on flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts

and a plea for mercy

when love is a gun

separating me from you

She was the wind , carrying in

all the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget

he was the fire, restless and wild

The heretic seal beyond divine

a prayer to a god who's deaf and blind

the last rites for souls on fire

three little words and a question why

love's the funeral of hearts

and a n ode for cruelty

when angels cry blood

one flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts

and a plea for mercy

when love is a gun

separating me from you

No Fear..... Destination Darkness......

2010-02-27T12:58:00.000-08:00

As a poetic term Darkness mean the presence of shadows, evil, depression,loneliness.....

For me Darkness.....

Mean.......feel that your words were ignored
Mean...... that you scream and noone hears you,
Mean....noone undrestand you,
Mean......that they always say that everything is your fault who makes things worse and they are unaware of their mistakes
Mean ....cry when you can't expressed yourself
Mean.....that someone hurts you
Mean.....fear
Mean......that they think you play a very well role of victim
Mean....that in their world you are the "strange" and they make fun of you while you try to respect their choices.
Mean .....Sadness
Mean.... that you need a hug and they give you indifference
Mean.... that you feel out of place
Mean.....that you want to run away when they fight
Mean.... feeling lost
Mean.... you wanna be somebody else,
Mean....that sometimes noone talks to you.
Mean ..... that they want to change you,
Mean.... that they rarely spent time with you when you really need them
Mean... that your own world is the better place for you while they call it "a fantasy world"
Mean......that you are your own enemy and your best(and only ) Friend
Mean....that your tears are made of blood
Mean ...Pain
Mean...... Frustration
Mean ..... that you feel an idiot and you can face the world

I'm here to hear you, and share with you my pain, my deepest feelings,my sadness when I see that all my dreams are broken, I'm here to hold your hand cry together, To understand you,I'm here to let you know that you are in your new home .....WELCOME TO THE DARKNESS