Today is another one of those days where I waste my time thinking about how to erase you from my life. I'm not sure if I want to go through with this, but I had never been so hard to let someone go. I can hardly express my feelings and I have fear of saying what I really feel. I thought I had finally found what I wanted and I had begun to believe it could be possible that love exists for me. I admit I hate it when things do not go the way I want, I admit that I hate to hear you talk like you're superior to me because you have lived more experiences than me. I confess I'm dying of jealousy when your lips utter another name up to hate you. The truth is that I felt you were mine,but you weren't and you are not. . I figured what I needed to imagine. The truth is that I use to hurt people to make up my frustrations and sometimes I made unnecessary conflicts. The truth is that I love you but I force myself to hate you to protect me from suffering. Everything would have been easier if you had been honest with me, if you had opened your heart like I did. Some time ago I try not to give rise to doubts and but they are winning and I'm starting to distrust and even try to ignore my intuition. I think is enough and I can not help it, I never known who you really are.

Evanescence - My Immortal

Joey Ramone acoustic - Waiting For That Railroad + Death Of Me

Happy Birthday Joey !

When I heard your voice, when I knew about your story. I knew in that moment  that you will be my hero for the rest of my life. I admire you, I adore you ...Happy Birthday Joey Ramone

Kelly Clarkson - Because of you - Live

This song is too much painful if you really understand the meaning . I love this performance, just listen ...

Incubus - Monuments and Melodies

I try every day not to pronounce your name. I try to understand that there is a reason why we could not be together. Maybe we wanted each other  in different ways, which is quite difficult to accept when you have a very deep feeling. I cant and dont want to deny something I never felt for someone like what I feel for you. I know I should not but ..... need to say your name again and again and again.

My hands are trembling
And my eyes are on fire
This house is crumbling
Left brain, left out, on the wire

You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph

My past is perilous
But each scar I bear sings
Monuments to where I have been
And melodies to where I am going

You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph

When will I see you again?
Still-life can only go so far
I need you in front of me
Saying my name
Saying to me...
"I want you the way you are
You, the way you are"

You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
You make me happy

Avril Lavigne - Remember When (with lyrics)