Injured Innocence

It was hard to face what happened. It was not the right way and I know it was my fault. I was silent out of fear. you begin to imagine and believe in your fantasies. And I did not dare to tell the truth. You, you thought my life was a mystery, when in fact it was like an open book. And the day that my innocence was hurt came. The day that your pleasure was my pain came . We loved each other in different ways. I felt ashamed to think that you could only laugh at my face if I told you what really happened to me. You did not know how to read my signs, you didn't know how to see the truth in my eyes and the saddest thing is you couldn't hear my heart. That is the reason why you could never understand my fears, that's the reason why you could never understand what it feels destroy a feeling that made you feel that there was a special place of refuge. That is the reason why you could never understand what it feels like an injured innocence.....