Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Cinema Bizarre - My Obsession




"My Obsession"

If you want me to listen whisper
If you want me to run just walk
Wrap your name in lace and leather
I can hear you
You don't need to talk

Let us make thousand mistakes
Cause we will never learn

You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You are my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are

You can kiss me with your torture
Tie me up to golden chains
Leave me beggin undercover
Wrong or right
It's all a role play

Let us make a thousand mistakes
We will never learn

You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You're my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are

Come to me tonight

You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You're my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Injured Innocence

It was hard to face what happened. It was not the right way and I know it was my fault. I was silent out of fear. you begin to imagine and believe in your fantasies. And I did not dare to tell the truth. You, you thought my life was a mystery, when in fact it was like an open book. And the day that my innocence was hurt came. The day that your pleasure was my pain came . We loved each other in different ways. I felt ashamed to think that you could only laugh at my face if I told you what really happened to me. You did not know how to read my signs, you didn't know how to see the truth in my eyes and the saddest thing is you couldn't hear my heart. That is the reason why you could never understand my fears, that's the reason why you could never understand what it feels destroy a feeling that made you feel that there was a special place of refuge. That is the reason why you could never understand what it feels like an injured innocence.....

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

In Hiding








(by Pearl Jam)

I shut and locked the front door
No way in or out
I turned and walked the hallway
I knelt and emptied the mouth of every club around
but nothing's sound nothing's sound

I'd stay but my last cab left me
ignored all my rounds
soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls
they were upside down

I swallow my words to keep from lying
I swallow my face just to keep from biting I... I
I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving , diving
I surfaced when all of my being was enlightened

I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding

It's been about three days now
since I've been aground
no longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now
It's funny when things change so much
it's all state of mind

I swallowed my words to keep from lying
I swallowed my face just to keep from biting I..I..
I swallow my breath and went deep I was diving I was diving
I surfaced and all around my being was enlightened

Now I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm Inhiding
I'm in hiding

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

The voice within

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWixUIMTjYc

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right there when your world starts to fall
Youn girl, it's all right
your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
look inside yourself
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
to trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
Yo'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
and soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world whre innocence is quickly claimed
it's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
no one reaches out a hand for you to hold
when you're lost outside look inside to your soul
where there's no one else
look inside yourself
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
ten you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
if you will learn to begin
to trust the voice within
yeah...
Life is a journey
it can tak you anywhere you choose to go
as long as you're learning
you'll find all you'll never need to know
when there's no one else
look insideyour self
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
then you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
if yo learn to begin
to trust the voice within
Youn girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall .....

Monday, March 29, 2010

Another day.....

Another day of pain, another day of impotence, another day that I feel useless
I refuse to awaken. I can't find enthusiasm in my life.There is nothing That can make me smile.
I can hardly breathe.The air is polluted with loneliness.I'm tired, I feel once again I lost the battle. My tired Body becomes weaker every second of this miserable life.
I have no hopes, life taste bitter to me. I turn around I can't think, my mind is completely blocked. The world is frozen as every beat of my heart. My dreams are dead. I'm a solitary person who watches from the shadows ,crying, waiting to escape for a moment and know the happiness. Maybe I'm not ready to change or maybe I don't want.
Let me come back to my shelter in the shadows of my loneliness. Let me wait for another day , maybe tomorrow I can see a light in the darkness.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Missed Family

Blood Betrayed
heart banished
screams,fights and forgot respect
that explain my pain
my dear missed family
brains washed for the ambition
broken bonds
all of you are my disappointment
How many times I needed you ?
and you gave your back?

there are no memories
the old pictures lies
I curse you
thanks to all of you family means shit to me
nothing can save us
this is just a family who got lost in the dark