In Hiding

(by Pearl Jam)

I shut and locked the front door
No way in or out
I turned and walked the hallway
I knelt and emptied the mouth of every club around
but nothing's sound nothing's sound

I'd stay but my last cab left me
ignored all my rounds
soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls
they were upside down

I swallow my words to keep from lying
I swallow my face just to keep from biting I... I
I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving , diving
I surfaced when all of my being was enlightened

I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding

It's been about three days now
since I've been aground
no longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now
It's funny when things change so much
it's all state of mind

I swallowed my words to keep from lying
I swallowed my face just to keep from biting I..I..
I swallow my breath and went deep I was diving I was diving
I surfaced and all around my being was enlightened

Now I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm in hiding
I'm Inhiding
I'm in hiding

The voice within

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWixUIMTjYc

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right there when your world starts to fall
Youn girl, it's all right
your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
look inside yourself
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
to trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
Yo'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
and soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world whre innocence is quickly claimed
it's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
no one reaches out a hand for you to hold
when you're lost outside look inside to your soul
where there's no one else
look inside yourself
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
ten you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
if you will learn to begin
to trust the voice within
yeah...
Life is a journey
it can tak you anywhere you choose to go
as long as you're learning
you'll find all you'll never need to know
when there's no one else
look insideyour self
like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within
then you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
if yo learn to begin
to trust the voice within
Youn girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall .....

Another day.....

Another day of pain, another day of impotence, another day that I feel useless
I refuse to awaken. I can't find enthusiasm in my life.There is nothing That can make me smile.
I can hardly breathe.The air is polluted with loneliness.I'm tired, I feel once again I lost the battle. My tired Body becomes weaker every second of this miserable life.
I have no hopes, life taste bitter to me. I turn around I can't think, my mind is completely blocked. The world is frozen as every beat of my heart. My dreams are dead. I'm a solitary person who watches from the shadows ,crying, waiting to escape for a moment and know the happiness. Maybe I'm not ready to change or maybe I don't want.
Let me come back to my shelter in the shadows of my loneliness. Let me wait for another day , maybe tomorrow I can see a light in the darkness.

Missed Family

Blood Betrayed
heart banished
screams,fights and forgot respect
that explain my pain
my dear missed family
brains washed for the ambition
broken bonds
all of you are my disappointment
How many times I needed you ?
and you gave your back?

there are no memories
the old pictures lies
I curse you
thanks to all of you family means shit to me
nothing can save us
this is just a family who got lost in the dark

Small world of frustration

Macabre game of the mind
victory of the loneliness
you can't feel worse
your world starts to fall
you become a prisoner of the worst feelings


Fear Abused you
Rancor destroyed you
you can runaway from this
small world of frustration

no dreams
no love
no happiness
your life can be understood only about repression
never fulfilled dreams and goals never reached
sometimes envy embrace you
and you hate evrybody who looks happy
you want to erase their smile
and live their life
but... they aren't to blame
is frustration who paralyze your mind , your life
you can't overcome yourself.